I have alot of things to say... all about different things and purpose... nothing really connected to each other though...
First and foremost... I wanna welcome "Sheldon" aka my new Ixus 100IS (in Black) into my world. I named him Sheldon after the character in The Big Bang Theory. hehehe the Ixus 55 have been passed on to my brother... I am really happy with my buy... and I can't wait for Sue to get hers too but in red. So we can matching matching with our car... I can't stop praising my lil new camera... heeheeeheehee... so next on the list is the G10... but not a priority...
Secondly... I had a great time in KL with my siblings and Iwan... jokes yang berbawak2 sampai ke Singapura like one 'Abang' we never fail to mention.. even tagged him on facebook... tak ader kerna mengerna sey... i still cannot get over the ribs and potato skins at Tony Roma's... Pavilion KL is my new fav shopping place...
Nini's back in SG for the next few days I think... hehehe Hope I get to meet her tmr for dinner... wah I miss her so much... it has been two mths since I last saw her... I wonder how she looked like now... dah besar agaknya.. hahahah two months like twenty years gitu eh... hahah
oh yes... I was thinking the other day... it's something about friends... I was wondering.. how do someone be a good friend. Is there like a handbook on how to be a friend or something?How do you choose someone to be your best friend? I can't do that... cos if you are my friend then you are definitely the best... and all my friends are the best... I don't really know how to put it into words... but there are just some things that were left answered when I left school. I can't say i have a lot of friends. Cos sometimes I just run out of pple to call... I'll be left thinking what would I say to them since the last time I talked to them was like a gazillion years ago... what if I caught them at a bad time... one thing I learnt is... no matter what.. they are still my friends and somehow when you hear that friendly voice at the other end... there is always something to say... and one thing I know abt my friends is that, they are the most understanding human beings... well at least they understand me and my "life" and once in a while they will "sound" me when I start to drift away... so in the end I didn't call anyone up... and added a few more centimeters to the distance between me and them... so in short I am a shitty friend but I really really appreciate those who still believed that I still have some emotions left in me...
next... I have a personal message to one of my friend... I know I am not the perfect friend and I know it not my place to give u a lecture about how a friend should behave... but I'm starting to see the real you. and I am disappointed. Both in you and myself. Why myself? Because I tot you would try to at least be a better friend... it hurts me that sometimes, I see it as you were being a hypocrite for that one point of time. then *BAM* you made that u-turn. Well.. I am trying to accept it in a positive way that you have stopped being someone you are not... Good Luck Friend.... I'll still be here if you need.. you know me... tak serik2... maseh nak play with fire.. and always there to be taken for granted... oh sorry.. you know how it goes better than I do... words leave me when it comes to you. All I have to say is I am disappointed.
"A murder always has more than one killer...." *go figure*
Art Othman
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