now... i'm feeling better

After what happened over the past two weeks...

It is only now that I am feeling better about the whole thing... having the people I love around me...

I'm not happy... or ecstatic about the current situation between me and you...

And the fact that your parents are involved...

But having my besties here with me right now... (even though they don't know what I am going through due to our earlier agreement... which I blindly follow... I don't know why...)

Baby... I think this is it... It is really over, kan??? You don't have to answer me. Cos, I really do not want to know... because I know how selfish both of us can be towards each other... 

Wow.. I sure am going to miss those trips to KL... and miss waiting for you at the Changi Airport...