How do I tell you that I am feeling a little disappointed with you lately?

How do I tell say those things that I wanted to say without hurting your feelings?

How about you use this weekend to reflect on your attitude lately?

How about you finally realize what you have been treating me?

How about you tell me what I can do instead of me guessing how you have been all the time?

How about you come forward with all that you have and be open about your mistakes?

How about you stop jumping on the cycle over and over again?

While we are at it, how about you learn from your mistakes and stop repeating them and regretting it?

How about for once you grow up and think for yourself without the influence of your so-called friends?

How about you stop being selfish all the time by thinking that I will be here whenever you needed me?

How about you stop being this little irritant and start being responsible for all the irresponsible deed?

How about you step up and start being those things you said you wannabe?

How about you stop for a minute and realize that all of you are straying away?

How about you stop turning your back on me whenever you did something out of the ordinary thinking I’ll think lowly of you? – And you say I JUDGE you?

How about having a little faith in me? – If you don’t trust me, at least have faith in me.

I am so proud of your achievements so far.

I am so proud of you.

I love you.

I wanna be there for you.

I know I am not perfect nor a good friend.

I know I don’t have anything nice to say to make things better or have solutions to all of your life problem.

However, I am so close to saying, “I’m Done.”

what I meant was..

you asked me what do I mean when I said u were disrespectful to women.

yes u love women. U can love them will all your heart. But loving them does not mean u respect them at the same time.

respect is

... keeping whatever conversation you have with her secret when she asked you to.

... doing whatever things with her a secret when she asked you to.

... not abusing her trust she have in you.

and many more...

you go figure k?

Enough already.. :)

Still having signs of withdrawal... But since it's the first day of work since I left for Brisbane... The sympthoms will fade soon... but the memories will forever stay... Thank you Amin, Nor and Fizah for those great times in Brisbane...

Okie world... I'm ready...

looking like a fucking idiot...

every time we get something new... or going thru a new experience esp if it's something positive, we tend to spend more time on it.... until it's just another routine...

it happens to everyone... no one is an exception...

I'm done explaining every single entry I made. It's either you get it.. or you don't...

what?

Here I am. All prep up to do a proper blog entry. Hooked my mac up to my TV and keyboard and hard drive all... but i am drawing a blank.

Oh... pussycat dolls just came up on my screen...

...wait a minute...

i miss them so much....

mixed

You know that kind of feeling you get at the bottom of your stomach right after you heard a bad news or unwelcomed surprise? For example when if you are a big fan of MJ and that the fact that his death hasn't sunk in yet? Or you are a big fan of Newcastle United and how you felt when they were relegated next season? Or when you come to a realisation that you are not able to take up a new challenge or handle a perfectly fucked-up situation? Or that you just can't handle emotions properly? That kind of feeling where you knew you had tried your best but the right people doesn't seem impressed with the result? Or that feeling when I had when Nini left to work in AUH? And that same feeling came back this year when Amin left to study in Brisbane? And the same feeling return when I had to walk thru those gates that says Departing Passengers Only" last night at Brisbane Airport.

oh wait... I forget. I am just a normal human being who knew people who aren't like me. No that does not make me feel special. There are people who care and there are people who doesn't. If only I could spot the difference.

All I want to say is, if I can feel this much emotion right now, will I be able to feel again when I fly...??

in the night I hear them talk.

So what happens in the end?

Anyways, I was in Brisbane for the past week, as some of you can see from my pictures. I dread for the trip to end as I would be on a 7 day quarantine when I return...

I will miss Amin alot.... :)

booboohoohoo

At times like these.. I need my family the most...

the ever watchful eyes of the baby brother watching over his sister...

and we did not follow the rule book....

what happen...

wow... these few days has been a blur... I can't believe it's only 4 more days to my sister's wedding.. all this time.. all those months of preperation will be over in just hours..�

I'm going to miss my bestest friend... but no worries.. she's not going anywhere just yet.. she will still be living next to my room... but this time with a boy.. oh I pity her... all those bad smell boys give out.. gonna kill her in no time...

Oh yeah someone was asking me about BlackBerry Storm and HTC Touch Diamond 2. All I can say is... I'm not a touch screen phone fan. Yes I love the BlackBerry but the Storm is just not good enough for me. If you still wanna get the BlackBerry, I suggest you get BlackBerry Bold. I would have gotten that had I not gotten the Nokia E71, which btw is a damn good phone.�

As for the HTC Touch Diamond 2, I got the play around with it since Feefee bought it.. and it is a good phone. but it is not something I would buy for mysef cos I've sworn off touchscreen phones. Plus the HTC Touch Diamond 2 has WiFi connection... for those who prefers the wireless connection than using up the data package plan. The Storm zilch.. but what you can do with the Storm is that you can sign up for the BlackBerry plan(Starhub) or the data plan (Singtel). Although sometimes I find that HTC lag quite a bit but then again.. most PDA phones lag cos they are running a lot of software at one time and the speed is just not fast enough for my needs. Screen sensitivity can be adjusted... I guess.. might be a problem there if it can't. But I love the calling features.. hehehe you would too if you have the HTC.

Size wise... I don't think it matters cos all touch screen phones are relatively big.. what matters is the thickness.. hmmp.. I still prefer the HTC Touch Diamond 2. But somewhere in my heart the BB Storm sits in a special place... I know of someone special who had enquired about the Storm and seems very very interested in it.

All of these comes down to one question. Do you really need a PDA phone? If all you wanna do is surf the net while on the go... go get a Netbook. :)

Ciaoz pple...

we were told to reach for the stars....

go get your sunglasses...

Here I am blogging every time I had too much time at work.�

I am watching the repeat telecast of the American Idol season finale. On Chanel 5.

I read mixed reviews about the outcome of the finale. Here's my take:

I prefer Kris than Adam. Why you ask? Well, first and foremost it is a singing competition. And Kris sang better. If American Idol had been about theaterics or dramatisation, than I'll be pissed that Adam did not win. Yes, some of you might say that you are suppose to have your own way of singing and Adam's way of singing captured the audiences attention better. Well that is what I call 'Screaming'. Which "artiste" like Jessica Simpson does best. Presence or what I would call 'attracting attention' just like how Kim Kardashian and Paris Hilton do their thing. I am not denying that Adam has talent. He does have it, but maybe he can do it on a different platform. I won't be�surprise�if he will appear on TV more than you will hear him on the radio.

Since Obama became the president of US of A, America did change. Especially with the way their mind works. Like Fee says, finally we can have faith in the Americans. hahaha.. Well maybe not everything, but at least in entertainment. I hope during the upcoming Singapore Idol, Singaporean will use their brains to vote instead of their hearts. Singapore Idol is a singing competition. Not a popularity contest. We have MTV Awards and other polling sh*t for that kinda thing. Please vote according to their singing ability. Read: SINGING ABILITY. If you think Singapore Idol should be different that American Idol, then I don't think Singapore Idol should be the American Idol franchise. What a waste of money for Mediacorp to pay for the rights and licensing and all but then they wanna be different. Then they should have just stick to the original talent show they had 2 years ago where even bands can audition. Which I'm pretty sure by now 70% of Singaporeans have forgotten about. (Recap: Fendi and by Definition won the competition btw. And I can only recall the name of the show after googling it, which was called 'Live the Dream') Well I can only say, finally Mediacorp has woken up.�

On a totally different note, I am missing Amin so much, that I have been meeting Nor and Fizah way too often to be healthy. Him leaving Brisbane is a way of making me believe that a 4-way friendship is the way to go. No matter how many times the three of us meet up, it will never be enough cos Amin is NOT around. Hehehe... nevertheless I hope to meet him soon. Amin, I love you and I am missing you so much.

Anyway, you can follow me on twitter at http://twitter.com/art_othman

we all love you

Four years on... I'm still hurt... My heart still aches.. although not as much as before...

There are no words available in my limited vocab that can describe the feeling of your heart breaking... hurt by the one person you love and also hurt by another person u truly care and had trusted. No one really understand what I went thru for the past 4 years. And I didn't believe anyone who said "I understand what you are going thru." Cos as far as I am concern, no one actually cared abt me or been thru what I went thru. 

I just want to say to those out there. Who have the intention of breaking the heart of the person who loves you. And the person you once loved. Do we really deserve that kind of treatment just because you tot you found greener pastures? I am not saying that I deserve your love or that I should be loved by you in return. After all those years... If u haven't, do some serious thinking. If u have, good luck in your future endeavors.

But now, 4 years on... I realise, I am actually really happy for them. Except for those times when I really really missed those old times at TP library, Seletar Dam and many more adventures we had when we were young. I am also happy that he kept his word. If he ever broke his words... he'll end up having a broken neck. Actually I still hope he remembers what he promised me one night during a MSN session... But so far so good... 

But one incident happened early this year that I kinda have to rake up the past and i'm sorry for the individuals concerned.

A message to someone I really cared about: 

I understand what you are going thru except maybe it's worse for you as you were so in love and that I knew you gave everything you could in the relationship. Your eyes were always filled with love whenever we talked abt her when she's not around. You eyes beam with pride whenever you talked about her regardless the topic. Your face glows whenever you were reading an sms from her. Your voice filled with hope when you talked about your dreams and future with her. I truly understand the fact that you need sometime away and recollect your thoughts and plan the future differently this time. The near future at least. For me... I had a group of close knit friends who was there for me. I didn't exactly run to my family when it happened to me and that was a mistake. I ran away and isolated my self from you guys. But you are lucky to have all of your family behind you. I never once doubt that you will be able to make it through this ordeal like how you have made thru others. You know you can talk to me. But u have to remember that it took me 3 years to get over it. Although sometimes I still get the pangs of it. Take care of your health. It's okay. Semua takdir Allah. Dah tak ada jodoh. Minta keredhaan Dia in whatever you do in the future. Insya Allah, he'll show you the way. Don't ask Allah to make your life easier. Ask Him to make you stronger. :)

in the words of Russell Peters: Be a Man.

Love,

your one and only, Kak Lah.

p.s: I hope and pray that no one will ever have to put themselves in my shoes.

And the hardest part
Was letting go not taking part
Was the hardest part
And the strangest thing
Was waiting for that bell to ring
It was the strangest start

I could feel it go down
Bittersweet I could taste in my mouth
Silver lining in the clouds
Oh and I
I wish that I could work it out

And the hardest part
Was letting go not taking part
You really broke my heart
And I tried to sing 
But I couldn't think of anything
And that was the hardest part

I could feel it go down
You left the sweetest taste in my mouth
You're a silver lining the clouds
Oh, and I
Oh, and I
I wonder what it's all about [x2]

Everything I know is wrong 
Everything I do it just comes undone
And everything is torn apart
Oh and thats the hardest part
That's the hardest part
Yeah, thats the hardest part
That's the hardest part

pom pom pom

I'm so bored..

I was missing Elsa.. so it was a good catching up with her the other day... Hope everything is alright with all the Swine flu and all...

I was watching the news and the people in Mexico were saying how worried they are.. it kinda reminded me of 2003 when Singapore was hit with SARS and how it affected the whole of Singapore and it's economy... and how Singapore lost alot of dedicated Healthcare workers to SARS... how sad and herat wrenching...

I have been busy in recent weeks... But I'm in no mood to talk about it...

I wanna extend my heartfelt congratulations to TWO friends who got married on the same day and is now pregnant.. congrats S and L.., take good care of yourself...

Me, F and N are in full swing of a certain preparation...

I wish I was in London yesterday at Hampton Court Palace.....

not so easy

Him: I can't believe I got your voicemail. Just wanna check in to see how you are doing and...

Her: *message deleted*

now you know...

I have alot of things to say... all about different things and purpose... nothing really connected to each other though...

First and foremost... I wanna welcome "Sheldon" aka my new Ixus 100IS (in Black) into my world. I named him Sheldon after the character in The Big Bang Theory. hehehe the Ixus 55 have been passed on to my brother... I am really happy with my buy... and I can't wait for Sue to get hers too but in red. So we can matching matching with our car... I can't stop praising my lil new camera... heeheeeheehee... so next on the list is the G10... but not a priority...

Secondly... I had a great time in KL with my siblings and Iwan... jokes yang berbawak2 sampai ke Singapura like one 'Abang' we never fail to mention.. even tagged him on facebook... tak ader kerna mengerna sey... i still cannot get over the ribs and potato skins at Tony Roma's... Pavilion KL is my new fav shopping place...

Nini's back in SG for the next few days I think... hehehe Hope I get to meet her tmr for dinner... wah I miss her so much... it has been two mths since I last saw her... I wonder how she looked like now... dah besar agaknya.. hahahah two months like twenty years gitu eh... hahah

oh yes... I was thinking the other day... it's something about friends... I was wondering.. how do someone be a good friend. Is there like a handbook on how to be a friend or something?How do you choose someone to be your best friend? I can't do that... cos if you are my friend then you are definitely the best... and all my friends are the best... I don't really know how to put it into words... but there are just some things that were left answered when I left school. I can't say i have a lot of friends. Cos sometimes I just run out of pple to call... I'll be left thinking what would I say to them since the last time I talked to them was like a gazillion years ago... what if I caught them at a bad time... one thing I learnt is... no matter what.. they are still my friends and somehow when you hear that friendly voice at the other end... there is always something to say... and one thing I know abt my friends is that, they are the most understanding human beings... well at least they understand me and my "life" and once in a while they will "sound" me when I start to drift away... so in the end I didn't call anyone up... and added a few more centimeters to the distance between me and them... so in short I am a shitty friend but I really really appreciate those who still believed that I still have some emotions left in me...

next... I have a personal message to one of my friend... I know I am not the perfect friend and I know it not my place to give u a lecture about how a friend should behave... but I'm starting to see the real you. and I am disappointed. Both in you and myself. Why myself? Because I tot you would try to at least be a better friend... it hurts me that sometimes, I see it as you were being a hypocrite for that one point of time. then *BAM* you made that u-turn. Well.. I am trying to accept it in a positive way that you have stopped being someone you are not... Good Luck Friend.... I'll still be here if you need.. you know me... tak serik2... maseh nak play with fire.. and always there to be taken for granted... oh sorry.. you know how it goes better than I do... words leave me when it comes to you. All I have to say is I am disappointed.

"A murder always has more than one killer...." *go figure*

Art Othman

says a thousand words...

I realise, I need to change my IXUS 55 after noticing that the battery died on me after using it for like 20 minutes... even after I fully charge em... I even have a spare battery, thinking that the orignal battery has gone bonkers... I actually have been looking to replace the IXUS 55 for quite sometime now... Was seriously considering Powershot G10 (after using Fitri's G9, and G9 not on sale anymore, I tot G10 is a serious contender.)

Then I thought, any other IXUS would do fine... plus I already have a DSLR. I don't really need a G10. What I needed was a compact camera. I went shopping with Fizah the other day and we bought Nor an IXUS 80IS for her birthday and Fizah got for herself the IXUS 85IS... I would have settled for the IXUS 80IS... but... maybe I should spend a bit more to get the latest IXUS so that it will last longer, after all my IXUS 55 was bought in 2005... it's still fine... except the battery part.

So... now... my heart is set on...

and although I've once said that all my gadgets will be black to match most of my other stuff... I guess this is the only exception.. cos the red one is PRETTY.... 

yes... So come next week... I will have this beauty in my hands... just in time for my trip up north to KL... so.. I'm thinking of names for it... I can't wait.. Then again.. if they don't have it in Red... the black ain't too bad... just nice to match  my Macbook... hehehehe

I LOVE CANON.... 

coldplay..

Best Band in the World. Period. at least to me. others may have their own point of view and preferences, which I dpn't really care about. So if you disagree have anything to say otherwise... do it on your own time and on your own blog.

Can't wait to blog about the concert. with pictures and vids.. but need to sleep first cos have to be in office super early tomoro...

OoooOOoooohhhh OooooHHhhh ........(viva la vida tune)

"I will try... to fix you...."

my week...

My memory is getting from bad to worse... I dun actually remember what happen over the past week... as the blog progressed, we'll see how it goes... All I remembered was Man Utd was thrashed by Liverpool 4 - 1. Hahahaha... Weak ah Man Utd...

Anyway... Lepakgang is planning a holiday to drive up all the way to Thailand. I kinda notice that the cousins have mixed feelings about it. Some skeptical about it... some unsure but excited to know more and some are just not serious at all. But I dun care lah. If tak jadi go with them, I still go drive up with my friends or something. We'll see... one thing for sure, I know my mum trust me with the car, although sometimes she act like she doesn't so as not hurt others feelings. So we'll see how it goes... the biggest problem I see is actually finding the right time to drive up as we have so many events this year. Looks like it will happen only end of the year if we want everyone to go.

Me and Kakak shared to get a GARMIN GPS navigation unit for the car... now driving in Malaysia will be a breeze... 

Kak Eity had a chalet at ECP on Wednesday, and we headed down to ECP, before which we fetched Farid and Iwan from Chartered and NTU respectively... hahahah Wisyah has grown up so much lah... I can't believe that she'll be in Pri One next year... She made us cycle her around taking turns when we got tired... hehehe must cubit her pipi lah.

"can't read my.. can't read my... no he can't read my poker face.."

On Thursday, I had fun playing table tennis at HQ... hehehe after that I went to Fee's place. I was suppose to take my camera from Fitri, but ended up watching the latest episode of Gossip Girl and the 2nd season of Big Bang Theory... then I had dinner at Newton with Kakak n Jummy.

On Friday.. they announced the PB at work... Not really enthu about it... but alhamdullilah... everything is fine at work... *ppppfffftttt*

Met Nor and Fizah after that... we watched Paul Blart Mall Cop... while waiting in the theater they played songs from the Confession of a Shopaholic soundtrack. really nice songs.. I will definitely watch that movie.. I hope it is as good as the book... hehehez... oh oh... and before the movie.. we had dinner at Pastamania... and you know how much we love to people watch.. we ended seeing more pple we know than we don't... hahahaha good gossiping time.. and Fizah tried this RGS NCC voice thingy... which she failed big time... ahaha but it was funny seeing her try... after the movie.. which was pretty much the highlight of the day... we met Kak Eity and family who was going to catch a movie there too... and Wisyah was there.. as usual.. she very action.. dun wanna give me her sweet... 

We had dessert and coffee at Coffee Club... the muddy mud pie has the hardest crust ever... it look like Fizah was trying to dissect it or something... anyway Toshi aka Fizah's vicious cat, is our mascot now... hmmmp....

This morning, I played Futsal at FICO sports hub... I woke up late since I got home only at 4am. But when I reached FICO, only Ira was there.. and slowly, one by one came... there were 10 of us.. and it was tiring ah... not enough pple to play rotation.. boleh mati siak... but to my surprise, I did atcually scored 3 goals.. something which I can never do before... score goals.. I suck at finishing ah... the goal can be as open as possible, somehow I still manage to screw it all up... and kick wide... after that we went to eat at Teh Tarik and... we became Geng Tak Tentu Haluan, as most of us were from different working shifts... hehehe planning to have a badminton session soon...

okielah... that's all folks.. it looks like a long entry... later i have badminton session with the cousins... and tomorrow is Zaki's engagement.... CONGRATS BRO!!!

what's the deal...

I feel like getting the new iPod Shuffle... it has a cool technology...

oh... it tears me up.....

Wow... it has been sometime since I last blogged... hahaha not that anyone cares anyway...

So let me see what has happened for the past month...

Me and the PRSS gals has a farewell party for Siti Hajar at Four Seasons Hotel on the 7th Feb 09... It was a happy party with all of us in Baju Butterfly and hair rolls... mcm makcik makcik abes sey... and it was great cos we really did manage to surprise her... Thanks to Hanisa who's the mastermind behind this... plus the rest

of us who helped to make it happen... there was Feefee who made the video, Baini who stayed awake, Raudhah who made me went down to fetch her in my Baju Butterfly, Tini who helped clean up and Hanisa's sister and sister in law and not forgetting the SUPERDUPER cute Aamir... That night I saw a covertible Rolls Royce... mini orgasm there... hahahahaha

Then we gave out the present which has been consolidated, little items and stationeries to get her started in Perth. Pandai2 lah kau bawak balik ye Siti... eh dia dah kat Perth agak nyer...

In the evening me, Nor, Fizah n Noorman went to Amin's place to kenduri... a farewell kenduri for his family but being his bestfrens we were invited too.. hehehe

I finally met up with my very good fren Jajai... She's working at SGH and I happen to be working at HQ that day so I met up with her at SGH for lunch. Her sister Naz was also there...

I followed my sister to her photography thing on the 14th... her photography session has been set to take place on the 19th march if I'm not wrong... I can't wait for June to come... so exciting... it's like my wedding sey... but no...

Then after that I went to meet up with Fee and Siti to join Nini and her room at Swissotel... It was so high up siak... But due to a certain dare.. I manage to stand at the balcony ah.. But I was still scared... yes fee... yes nini... I am still afraid of heights. Let's not comment any further... That night we celebrated Nini's birthday at the stroke of midnight.... we bought a small cake for her and 4 heart shaped cookies... then we went to Newton for supper and WALKED all the way back to the hotel room... memang mencabar kesabaran aku...

That evening... with a heavy heart, I bade farewell to my dearest Amin at Singapore Changi Airport Terminal 3. Pictures are in my Facebook...

We also celebrated Fizah's B'day at TCC.

Then on the 21st, the family celebrated Izza's b'day... Finally my father's Princess turned 17. I remembered how my parents would pamper this cousin of mine when she was still young and little. She was so cute when she was young with her curly hair... now.. dah tak cute tapi like the rest of my aunts say,"Itcha dah besar ni lawa lah..." Okie Izza.. if u happen to read this dun kembang okie??

Also I wanna add that Soul Distraction is currently finishing up with recording and stuff for their 2nd album, Ticket to Paradise. I've already heard some of the songs and I highly recommend it all the readers on my blog to get it when it is released. The music quality(recording and mixing) is really really good. The sound from this album is different from their first album (the Truth Pill). The band has brought their music to a different level this time which cater more to the masses. Everyone gel together and compliment each other. I was privileged enough to be able to see this band perform while I was in the States back in December. They have so much respect for each other and most important of all is that they are so humble despite the talent they possess. I wish for this band to prosper and go further in the music industry. YOU GO GUYS!!!

The months hasn't been a good month for a lot of relationships... So a general shout out to everybody... Be thankful with what you have now for you'll never know what you gonna get in the future...

Fee, Tee and Nee

Met up with Fee, Tee and Nee yesterday after work...

Fee cracks me up... and Tee is aslways asking for it from Fee... Nee plays it safe by sitting a little further from Fee.

Nee gave me Pancakes Mix from Pancakes on The Rocks.... which reminds me that Fizah gave me a Zurich Starbucks city mug... hehehehehe

Which also reminds me.. I was suppose to pick her up abt 20minutes ago...

art othman

P.S: Yesterday... when I laugh... it was as though you were there with me...

now... i'm feeling better

After what happened over the past two weeks...

It is only now that I am feeling better about the whole thing... having the people I love around me...

I'm not happy... or ecstatic about the current situation between me and you...

And the fact that your parents are involved...

But having my besties here with me right now... (even though they don't know what I am going through due to our earlier agreement... which I blindly follow... I don't know why...)

Baby... I think this is it... It is really over, kan??? You don't have to answer me. Cos, I really do not want to know... because I know how selfish both of us can be towards each other... 

Wow.. I sure am going to miss those trips to KL... and miss waiting for you at the Changi Airport... 

gong kiak...

Hey guys... today is not much of a blog update.. I'm actually late for work.. and we can't surf Multiply or blogspot in office now.. so it will be a short update of lyrics of songs that has been keeping me company these few days... sometimes I think, they might as well cut the internet at work if they are going to ban such websites... like WTF....

Mmmmm 

There's so much craziness, surrounding me 

There's so much going on, it gets hard to breathe 

When all my faith has gone, you bring it back to me 

You make it real for me 

When I'm not sure of, my priorities 

When I've lost site of, where I'm meant to be 

Like holy water, washing over me 

You make it real for me 

And I'm running to you baby 

You are the only one who saved me 

That's why I've been missing you lately 

Cause you make it real for me 

When my head is strong, but my heart is weak 

I'm full of arrogance, and uncertainty 

But I can find the words, you teach my heart to speak 

You make it real for meee, yeaaa 

And I'm running to you baby 

Cause you are the only one who saved me 

That's whyyy I've been missing you lately 

Cause you make it real for me 

Ohhh 

Everybodies talking in words 

I don't understand 

You got to be the only one 

Who knows just who I am 

Your shinin in the distance 

I hope I can make it through 

Cause the only place 

That I want to be 

Is right back home with you 

I guess there's so much more 

I have to learn 

But if you're here with me 

I know which way to turn 

You always give me somewhere, 

Somewhere I can learn 

You make it real for me 

And I'm running to you baby 

Cause you are the only one who saved me 

That's why I've been missing you lately 

Cause you make it real for me 

You make it real for me

I hoping to do a cover of the above song over the weekend... still practising the song on guitar and I'm not that good with the guitar so I need to tweak a few sounds and pitching and timing here and there...

And now for the winner.... Siti Nurhaliza's Mulanya Cinta.

Tiada sesiapa dapat melupa

Perasaan cinta pertama

Akan ku ingat selama-lama

Saat pertama jatuh cinta

Kasih Sayang

Senyum mesra bersama

Gurau senda pujuk rayumu

Pasti ku ingati

Apapun juga akhirnya

Aku kan tetap

Mengingatimu dengan setia

Walaupun kau akan pergi

Pasti ku ingati gelora cinta

Kali pertama

Okie... I'm looking forward to this weekend cos last weekend sucks... I had the worst Menstrual Cramps ever in the history of cramps... Hope that Fizah wil get back to me upon the return from Zurich... and that the Besties can finally meet up... Amin's is leaving in like two weeks... and he has millions of friends who would want to spend time with him... so.. well... FIZAH AND NOR!!!! we better hurry with the present...

I also hope Feefee is doing better now... :) * hugs from me *

Oh Oh OH Oh.... I miss Elsa... and our mengumpat sessions... hahahaha 

okie.. will have a proper update soon... cheers guys and peace out..

"Indah impian cintaku

Namun realiti tak seharum
Yang ku impikan kerna
Cintamu tak sejati"

sick me

Well...

I have not been feeling well ever since I came home from overseas...

There are so many things I have to do like unpack my things and what nots, but I don't have the energy.

I have been to work. And it's weird cos, I really missed going to work while I was in US but now that I'm back in office, I'm not feeling too well to really miss my colleagues... But I really do miss them.. I DO! I DO!

Also, I've come to realise, how expensive things are in Singapore. Will elaborate on that more later.

I have been vomiting and the toilet bowl is my best friend for now.. thank you for taking so much crap and vomit from me...

On the bright side, Nini is in Singapore!!! Yeay!

leaving is inevitable...

I'm now at PDX, waiting to board my flight. 

It has been great staying in US. I wanna thank Mark & Elsa for their hospitality...

I wanna thank Mike and Kim, Peggy and Tom, Scott and Patty, Bill and Dawn, Tom and Wendy,  Jade, Jayke and Jayme. For being so nice and warm to me during my stay. 

To Soul Distraction, you guys rocks!! Stay cool and Please Don't Stop the Music.

Did I miss anyone out?

To the rest of the people in Singapore... I'm coming home... :)

Art Othman

p.s: will update more when I'm back.