all about eve...

"aku yang lemah tanpa mu..."

You see... You gave me strength to move and charge on the last time... You are some sort of guru that have the capability to know or see through others and pin point their weakness and use it for your own gain... 

"hanya ingin kau tahu, besar nya cinta ku... tingginya hayal ku bersama mu..."

Not that I can see the future but I knew there was something between us... or maybe I imagine too  much... but that can't hurt right?

"izinkan ku mencuri khayalan dengan mu..."

That night when we both were under the stars on that hill, I was confuse of what was going on. Your actions didn't help untie the complications that I had in my head. More and more questions rang up in my head... you just can't deny the vibes that night... you can't... but you will have reasons to say there was nothing...

"kau datang dan pergi oh bergitu saja..."

I don't even have to explain the meaning of this... those times you left me alone... you won and left me wondering... when you came back I can't even get myself to commit to think if I'm angry... if you come back again that is...

"kini hanya duka, bersulamkan pasrah..."

We are from two different worlds... but when I'm with you... nothing else matters... it's like there is only the two of us and I'll be on cloud nine... but it was you who choose not to be a part of my life and the ball is pretty much in your court...

"namun semuanya berubah dalam sekelip mata..."

What I thought was normal was obviously not normal to you... Every other night I toss and turn in bed thinking where it could have gone all wrong. Thinking which part of it all could have been avoided to make it all better...

"relaku menunggumu... seribu tahun lama lagi..."

Till the next time we meet again... I wonder when that will be... will I still be the same person... will you not change? Will I really wait or have a change of heart and move on... should I move on? I already waited twice... What would I look like if I waited some more?

"tak ku sesali cintaku untukmu"

Everytime when someone walked away from me, I will not consider it as love lost... it will somehow find me in future... may not be in form of the one that I would love but nevertheless would love me for who and what I am... I am human after all... 

"tanya sama hati mengapa merindu..."

You are so far away. Distance and absence made the heart grew fonder but in your case... it fades... and again you made me wait and wonder...

"ku tinggalkan memori bersama mu... ku undur diri bersama harapan..."

You built a wall around you that even the Great Wall seem nothing in comparison. You have repel those who truly love and cares for you for you think that they are all one and the same... you though wrong but you won't realise...

"semakin aku hitung dalam cinta... tiada kuasa mampu mehalangnya..."