why i hate my brother sometimes...

keeping a kitten is NOT funny...

they wake u up at 3am in the morning and expect u to play with them...

lucky for her i still have some humanity left in me...

i dun understand why can't he just leave the kitten alone... 

and why i haf to offer refuge in my room... 

what do i feed it with...

thank God i dun have a baby... yet...

I need my sleep...

what i am not telling...

i'm so glad finally i get to speak to elsa...

she's more than welcome to have me at the end of the year...

let's hope.. this time... it happens...

...not just about me...

i hate to be feeling this way...

to be feeling that i had a hand in this snowballing effect of being sad and miserable...

well... of course the world does not revolves around me and that everything had to do with me... 

but in some cases... i hate not telling my friends what i really think and making a point to them...

to point where they are right now not really happy with what they are facing with or going through...

you guys know who you are and i really wished there was someyhing i could do to help you guys out of this misery you are going through...

somehow i think that u guys should take some time off alone... i know that would work...

i'm so sorry...

...VeRy CuTe...

I have been busy recently...

So as I was looking thru some recent photographs of my family... and also the fact that I might have forgotten how some of my cousins looked like... I came across this picture... hahahaha

Just look at Kak Imee's face... so white and tembam... hahahahahahaha!!!!! mintak kenna cubit!!!

short

i will make this a quick as possible..

it has been a hectic week...

i'll be very very free and lonely this coming week...

i don't know if i should be happy or sad... 

this sucks...

what happen was...

Yesterday... I met up with Halijah(bride to be)... we went to visit some graves since she told me she needed to go to the cemetary before her wedding... after that we went to bencoolen to print her berkat tags... since to print them in sticker form is damn expensive.. (what the hell is wrong with pple?? $16 per page???) halijah printed the tags on normal paper and she will cut them on her own... Since my sister is an avid scrap booker, she have this big paper cutting 'thing' at home and i offer to lend it to halijah for her 'project'

We then went back to her place and started to cut the paper... MAK DATUK... punya lah banyak... and there was two of us... so i do believed slow and steady wins the race... I cannot tahan anymore and made Irah to rush down with the rest of the girls... well they were already on their way... cos they wanted to surprise halijah and we had this small bbq at halijah void deck.. hehehe... let's me do a head count... Me, Irah, Rafidah, Nora, Sahida n siti fatimah... hehehehe then Nini and Sheeta joined us too... so sweet right?? mcm girls night out tapi cannot go far far cos the bride have to be near the house at 100 metres radius... hahahaha or maybe less i dunno... 

Then I had to go collect my car from CCK cos the rest just got back from KL.. and I pinjam Kak Imee's Piccy. So after I collected my car we made our way to West Coast Mac. in three different cars... Ira drove, Kak Teem drove n me.. the other two cars went to Clementi Police Stn to meet up with Erin... sq 7 had a small reunion... hehehehe then I secretly fetched feefee to surprise Nini... anyway at MacD... ALL OF US.... helped to cut out the tags... there was Siti Fatimah... Sahidah... Irah... Me... Fitri... Nini and Sheeta... hahahaha we had to borrow scissors from MacD and search our cars for "miracle" scissors...

From top: Siti Fatimah, Sahidah and Munirah doing their part.... as the bridesmaids

Sheeta taking a break from cutting the tags... Nini (not in pic) next to her, took over the scissors and started her "shift" of cutting the tags...

I didn't get a shot of Fitri cos she was busy cutting the big sized paper into strips... and she refused to have her picture taken... pasal pantang larang catwoman.. hahahaha.. after that we went to cheese prata shop for breakfast where fitri fed us with JOKES JOKES AND JOKES... my stomach has done enough exercising to last me a week... 

haiz.. it was a fine night.. to top it off... Netherlands 3 - 1 Italy...

cheers guys...

why certain things happen...

I love fitri aka feefee aka fiefie aka fifi aka catwoman KL...

She can come up with the most random thoughts at the the most random time...

She will come up with the most random logical answer or explanation for when something weird happen... esp when it happened to me...

She can make u laugh at the most innocent expression that appear on her face...

And she can make ur stomach burst with just a smile cos u knew she's thinking of something funny...

I love Nofy aka Elsa aka Noor aka Minah Awesome Kesom

She's the coolest philosopher in my world...

She's the only one who can say things to me and I won't get offended...

She's the only one who I can trust my life with...

She the furthest from me... yet she the first person to be around me...

I love Noraini aka Nor aka erm...... 

She's the younger sister I never had...

She's the next person who can scold me and say mean things to me and yet I won't retaliate or argue cos most of the time she's right...

She's the only one who makes me shiver when she is about to start reprimanding me...

She's the only one who can claim to have help me go thru all kinds of emotional roller coaster...

I love Siti Fatimah...

Her presence calm me down...

Her thoughts confused me... in a good way...

Her timing is always right...

ok ok... I'm chatting with feefee right now... and she's doing this...

How to recognize pple who hate you?

A) They are usually hot.

B) Their names are usually Feefee.

C) They call you a maid.

D) They call your mobile and asked if you provide maid services.

E) They are Aidiah's friends.

This is Chapter 8 for the book she's writing... it's like a guide book... 

Chap 1: How clean a house properly.

Chap 2: How to speak fluent B I

Chap 3: How to hail.. *i shall not continue*

Chap 4: How to cope with life when you name sucks.

Chap 5: How to be vague about being mad at people.

Chap 6: How to tanam sayur sawi.

Chap 7: How to tanam sayur sawi when it doesn't really relate to your life.

and

Chap 8: --see above--

two years ago today...

I still do miss him...

Yeah... I was never close to him.. but his absence is greatly felt at family gatherings...

I dreamt of him every so often that I do actually made monthly visits to his grave...

My intention on that fateful day was to go catch a movie... and then report to work at night... but ur demise left me shocked that the next time I caught a movie was abt a year later.

Abang Didi... I really do miss you... May you reast in peace and be with orang2 yg beriman...