my head is in a fucking mess ah...
too much information and observations in one day...
i am so glad that fizah is back... kinda make me feel better that she's nearer now...
talked to nor last night.. and then talked to fizah tonite... somehow they knew that i will always listen and ponder on what they have to say... no matter how accurate they are or insensitive.. they knew i will actually listen to them... hahaha... I love them both so much... and of cos i love amin too for he will always be diplomatic and neutral about everything but will drop hints of what he really think...
i just hope that whatever decision i've come to at the end of the day.. will benefit me and my frenship with nor, fizah and amin and the other pple in the world... they know how passionate i can get about something... for example my love towards VW Golf GTi... and BMW 625i...
i treasure every friendship i had... and it hurts a lot that some should end... but it does not mean i have forgotten to good times we had...
oh man... i sure do need to clear my mind.. and to think exams are over...
why can't i just be normal and not have anything to think abt.. why?? because normal pple are smart...
i should have just dropped everything and left when i had the chance... i just want to make music... music makes the world goes round...
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