Saturday, 31 May 2008

take a chill pill

I wonder how...

Some pple can claim that they are humble when they are not...

I think u noe who I am talking abt... hahahaha

So anyway... here's a proper blog update...

I met Shidah for lunch the other day... and she asked why my blog have been 'jiwang' of late... how do I answer her???

Last Sunday I hang out with Amin, Nor and Fizah... we went to eat at Waraku Japanese Restaurant at Marina Square... It has been ages since we last met... we did a lot of catching up... I really really do miss them alot... them and their antics... hehehehe I miss listening to Fizah's lame jokes. I miss Amin and his expressive views.. and I miss Nor's motherly love and advice to the three of us... hahahaha We went to lepak at Coffee Bean after that.. and a two other peeps joined us there.. and I enjoyed their company...

The rest of the week has been pretty much abt work and I do not want to talk abt Wednesday night...

Wednesday, 21 May 2008

i have so much to think...

my head is in a fucking mess ah...

too much information and observations in one day...

i am so glad that fizah is back... kinda make me feel better that she's nearer now...

talked to nor last night.. and then talked to fizah tonite... somehow they knew that i will always listen and ponder on what they have to say... no matter how accurate they are or insensitive.. they knew i will actually listen to them... hahaha... I love them both so much... and of cos i love amin too for he will always be diplomatic and neutral about everything but will drop hints of what he really think... 

i just hope that whatever decision i've come to at the end of the day.. will benefit me and my frenship with nor, fizah and amin and the other pple in the world... they know how passionate i can get about something... for example my love towards VW Golf GTi... and BMW 625i...

i treasure every friendship i had... and it hurts a lot that some should end... but it does not mean i have forgotten to good times we had... 

oh man... i sure do need to clear my mind.. and to think exams are over... 

why can't i just be normal and not have anything to think abt.. why?? because normal pple are smart...

i should have just dropped everything and left when i had the chance... i just want to make music... music makes the world goes round...

Tuesday, 20 May 2008

india... this june???

i am planning to go india this june... i know it's a bit last minute... but i really need this getaway.....

I already have a place in mind.. delhi.... and my mum's fren have no qualms abt having me..

but i need $$$... anyone wanna sponsor my flight tix??? hehehehehe

Kakak... hint hint....

Friday, 16 May 2008

suasana yang sepi

okie... now that exams is temporarily over... and i have some breather before going back to work... *knocks head on the table* i shall have the weekend for a proper relaxation...

last weekend... not so good... my head was in a mess and so was my heart... but had to leave town for official purposes... u can't believe how many different emotions i had to go thru in one night.. it's a wonder that i'm not already crazy by now..

but this week is getting better ah... with exams over and stuff... 

i am currently facing a problem where i can't stop smiling cos i am contented.. and also i can't stop worrying cos i am worried... 

i can't get a certain song out of my head... hehehehehe


Tuesday, 13 May 2008

...dreams...

I am very very very tired...

I have no more energy... I need something to keep the fire in me going... I can barely think... I want to get everything done and over with...

I always wanted the freedom to pack up and leave...  but that is very irresponsible of me right?

I'm sorry... for being melancholy...

Monday, 12 May 2008

report you location please...

Recently I have been thinking alot...

I was told to set my priorities...

I have to consider these facts...

1. I do not have a life.
2. I do not have time.
3. I am consumed with work.
4. I am lacking of friends.
5. I love my family.

But your presence made me confused... where do I place you? Why did you even appear in the first place? 

Friday, 9 May 2008

my turn to leave

wrong abt you

wrong abt us

wrong abt them

wrong abt him

wrong abt her

but basically this blog is abt you...

i am leaving for KL now... with my colleagues... we pray for the best for you... we are still here for you...

Wednesday, 7 May 2008

penakut

Ok.. I have my moments lah...

at one point i can be as strong as WWE Wrestlers... and at one point I can just as scared as a mouse...

I AM AT HOME ALONE ON MY STUDY LEAVE!!! AND OF ALL DAYS... it has to rain today!! 

THUNDERS AND LIGHTNINGS!!!! *let's sing Cranberries Daffodill's Lament* ARGHZ!!!!! TAKOT!!! KAKAK BALIK CEPAT!!!!

anyway... abt the previous entry... I'm not angry or pissed lah... I actually LOL when I think about it... you guys know what i mean... like typical lah gitu kan...

I love you Kak Imee and Kak Eity...

Sunday, 4 May 2008

cheated...

People who are close to me know that I do not like the idea of window shopping... and when I go out to do shopping... I really do buy stuff... cos that is the way pple should shop... go out... look for what you need/want and buy. I do not understand how some people go out and look for one shop to another looking at the same but different things and going back to the first shop and then buy it finally. I think it's a total waste of time. This whole issue would have been different I had been a rich man/woman's daughter. Or am married to a rich man and is living live like a tai-tai. I would get one of those Segways and "walked" the length of Ochard Rd on it, doing some window shopping. I also think the term window shopping should be for those who wants to buy a new window.

 

So where am I going from here. Yesterday was a nice warm breezy Saturday morning. And my sister asked me to go Starbucks with her for coffee/raspberry cream frap(on my part). She wanted to see the wedding card design I did for her. She suggested the Starbucks at Woodlands Civic Centre but I suggest the Starbucks next to the 24hours Swensens at Orchard Road. Me and my big mouth. What was suppose to be a chill out session between two sisters turn out to be a window shopping session with the rest of the lepakgang. Kak Imee and Farid joined us first followed by Aiman and Izza. But of cos there were eating sessions in between which I look forward too.

In the end I bought a new card holder at Fossil and Laptop casing from ProjectShop. I also bought Aiman a new wallet to replace his Happy Feet wallet. We had Lunch at Puncak at Far East and then we shopped at Wisma and then to Paragon. Kak Imee wanted to look for a new handbag. Iwan and Dayanah came to join us only at Paragon. They were from KKH visiting Rauf who’s down with HFMD… so kesian right?

Dayanah came up with a new dance while we were resting at Paragon. Hahaha.. the best part when Kak Imee, Izza and Dayanah lined up and start to do the dance together. Will upload the video clip soon.

We had dinner at Swensens. Initially we wanted to go have desert and cakes (OoooHhh I LOVEEE CAKE – majorie dawes) at Bakerzin but apparently they don’t have the capacity to sit 9 people in one sitting. That is what the staff told Kak Imee, so we left and went to Swensens instead.

After dinner we went for a Round of bowling at Civil Service Club. I didn’t play cos I was tired and I had to work the following day, which is today. I brought my laptop along cos I don’t have access to computers in HQ. I am super sleepy now and very tired as I have to do 6 hours of shift. Can you believe it? 6 hours when usually it’s suppose to be only 2 hours. Makan hati you know. But I brought some notes along for me to read lah but I end up re-reading Harry Potter instead.

I am so excited about the KL trip. I really hope that the meeting goes well. I hope this is the turning point of my career. Cheyz… mcm real ajer aku nie. Hahahaha…

Alrighty then. I’m not working tomorrow and will upload al pictures possible including my sister’s engagement and yesterday’s outing. Ciaoz!!!

 

Saturday, 3 May 2008

the inevitable attack of the construction workers

They came from all directions possible.

Right outside my window... from building the covered walkway and also estate upgrading.. every bloody morning!!!

Then today a new noise came from another source. The unit above mine... the irritatin drilling sound...

Two more days and I'm going on my study leave. After that will be my exams... and then.. a short work trip to KL... hehehez...

Thursday, 1 May 2008

think.. think.. think..

It has been a good week...

I haven't stop smiling since the start of the week...

Okie.. now allow me to land on earth safely... hehehehe... 

Actually I have been busy lah... with work... wat else?? and now exams is looming around the corner... so scary.. muahahahaha.. 

Ok... will update more later... 

Will be going to KL end of the month!! yeslah..