fear

after my angry rantings yesterday....

here comes something else...

I guess some heartbreaks never leave... no matter how much u want things to be better and be like what it used to be... it can't be forgotten... for the scar forever remains... the smell of betrayal in the air... the sound of betrayal all around... the touch of betrayal thru the vacuum... 

like what i told nini... Maybe God has other plans for me... i really hope he take this misery away from me soon...

is it possible to die of heartbreak/ache?? as i'm afraid to go to sleep... for i fear i might never wake up...

Good Luck to the both of u... may u be happy forever... and i'm sincere...

God.. u know how much i have been trying to get over this... but i keep failing... pls dun give up on it.. i'm trying very very hard... i really do want to be happy like before... please... make me stronger than i already am...